![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjB3YGFMzeqyyoEYKJwcBlY6RHmWdhyphenhyphen6hRi4Ty5UFkdh56iHED0dMXVwuDkuLIP78uk9j_k4sITmZXE0ubVqfUgxbcskWS30G7FgM5aTzL1jLH7dy-7I2ig1D4chJIwkR1rZUHOGQ/s400/TRINITY+COLLEGE+LIBRARY+DUBLIN+36+copy.jpg)
this was library. for centuries.
WALLACE STEVENS![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjspdDigcarKdyUtn1_bGpqo8zJg9nuFOIvnYUgpDZTSif7wQhZ1L1_XeSUGSzxdVlvaNKoKylqNUVsj-naYQRTX5_wjdIMYHWrKA9Ry_QW2WzcLmBiokW31Vh5nvDV5q4R_7UfOQ/s200/dow+comp+toc.jpg)
The great poet came to me in a dream, walking toward me in a house
drenched with August light. It was late afternoon and he was old,
past a hundred, but virile, fit, leonine. I loved that my seducer
had lived more than a century and a quarter. What difference
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMfmVkftcnOIBzy4q0wa19ZTjY3_GN5VlyxO82zat6nfhYGdg8jyUh_hZixqRsutIW9QaKhZKvEDG0F9V9X1g2xreE9XXkEkYDgu5MrtC2raUoFKUnUCFe3ZQdQy6_GQ1AH8kOmw/s200/daruma+aj1.jpg)
does age make? We began to talk about the making of poems, how
I craved his green cockatoo when I was young, named my Key West
after his, like a parent naming a child "George Washington." He was
not wearing the business suit I'd expected, nor did he have the bored
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOglCffXL9RU1Y875arR-APs7I33KeBqF-WEP3_4X3yLDaowQboehP4wWhYtZKe3zbIVjvsQcLOSfmSGAFVMQhqQmJ277aDsqZduKfJu3ZIgC_6UCe4aVCwNWgNRlFhw5eP8Ug3w/s200/netsuke.jpg)
Rushmore countenance of the familiar portrait. His white tee shirt
was snug over robust chest and belly, his golden hair long, his beard
full as a biker's. How many great poets ride a motorcycle? We
were discussing the limits of image, how impossible for word
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEil4nV1loSQQQkNNXO4YRXdz1NYQbIrmWdyh9ETstzPnI4C7dzUgRxPh_QhTneWUjrxK4GpI5UWeE0S_dS6qCSUjsxuKo1L54VFcBlFvMGZ1JaPknBksoMrTBcrlU186yGEbiRC3A/s200/bird.jpg)
to personate entirely thing: "sea," ocean an August afternoon; "elm,"
heartbreak of American boulevards after the slaughter
of sick old beautiful trees. "I have given up language," he said.
The room was crowded and noisy, so I thought I'd misheard.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC1XcX-sdDaFLQ9o_2muxNvzSuIGjKpqkugM1Efc3W77RYEfM7RDkl1fJIizWKOkGFZxp9H2e0tZxqypD5jTpMsAsuUrsevGsARJCwjAAJYWHTeVIIX8v41nd4j65J0AouJrKBaQ/s200/dow+fleurs.jpg)
"Given up words?" "Yes, but not poems," he said, whereupon
he turned away, walking into darkness. Then it was cooler, and
we were alone in the gold room. "Here is a poem," he said, proffering
a dry precisely formed leaf, on it two dead insects I recognized
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhxZon_-NzpCD8MXy5dqXbqG00jFXEVrVDhHd_LEvGlAj4xdIJlG9UWO7j4oL8XnBvYR9Lp3U4JDq0EOyPYMkCOy2aiPj_-l_Y0FYOTJnpczDIy5b_Veci-z639pzB3HRJHa0c1NA/s320/fleurs+aj4+chap30.jpg)
as termites, next to them a tiny flag of scarlet silk no larger than
the price sticker on an antique brooch. Dusky red, though once
bright, frayed but vivid. Minute replica of a matador's provocation?
Since he could read my spin of association, he was smiling, the glee
of genius. "Yes," he said, "that is the poem." A dead leaf? His grin was
implacable. Dead, my spinner brain continued, but beautiful. Edge
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgh9SZlt6pX7sn7OQvd6296vhkH5AOIZjCRLG2dOqh4rVBKvNyp5v8xs-oi_HX6UPAVMHrhjl-N-ZlVuLqyX7cwY-a1tXf2tP2QTPQTAsoU8YIQTcMNrKpIS-HgrlFNgqFXM9a2Wg/s200/Utagawa+Hiroshige++1.jpg)
curling, carp-shaped, color of bronze or verdigris.
Not one, but two
termites—dead. To the pleasures of dining on sill or floor joist, of
eating a house, and I have sold my house.
I think of my friend finding
termites when she reached, shelf suddenly dust on her fingers,
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-SOnepYyEkU7yNG2dj0-pf1pAfj8XtGxkxb9Pogp1DDEn-2cEtHSyVuez0JW7ZbLgNSD-hB8d_4JVLqwyEMxBvnEtDRZGRShs4ZcPqUTUFPz4ROmJKwsGqO9dImeeka43NEeybA/s320/defeure+fan+1.jpg)
library tumbling, the extermi- nator's bill. Rapacious bugs devour,
a red flag calls up the poem: Blood. Zinnia. Emergency. Blackbird's
vermillion epaulet. Crimson of manicure. Large red man reading,
handkerchief red as a clitoris peeking from his deep tweed pocket—
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjI3YIdk2Z_AvH1JY_f2B8EsA8-vpztQ_hfligPO6FZm5tZaSGhDqf8nf55GWr52ODE-1OS2aF2_cfSapc12o7p4FO8ZETPJlPEcg-GfxIz1G9CgNdnxmQBmbmW7nTROP7qXltkZw/s400/artistic+japan+00.jpg)
Suddenly he was gone, gold draining from the walls, but the leaf,
the leaf was in my hand, and in the silence I heard an engine howl,
and through the night that darkened behind the window, I saw
light bolt forward, the tail of a comet smudge black winter sky.
Honor Moore
"Wallace Stevens" is reprinted from Red Shoes by Honor Moore.
Copyright © 2005 Honor Moore.
and then the world changed and the
gods invented internet.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSYIbKLjoCyeAjp4WC9jRNNra3TbM1aIhRSI-pWkQQLM7DdRuD-YcA-2-7G7rPMVE6m0xVon5G3IQ64_y9Gsy22ZFmzw_lFTcpACcW4sSpWYnfI4bZiWbbqY8YhUBoDokdpYAajw/s320/lathrop+35.jpg)
when i was a child, the childish things i played with i've never put away; i sat cross-legged against the library window, hidden amongst the stacks, reading poetry books. then over the years, this moment in art history, as you know, took me over.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfUcXJ-7pFFkJRRLVMphOGU2oOGJfXqsieaVNtkmT6H4kNMg33I-s7L_gnpyo0kt91kSTleKuficlCxYXqodn88lpSOR52y8LSi08v1cGjqzv-0bIwml8llUEVHRoVeFBnj0nVCA/s320/the+studio.jpg)
one day i walked into moe's bookstore, and there in the rare books store-within- a-store was a complete bound set of s. bing's '
artistic japan.' moe traded me ads in my magazine for that set, and i treasure it still.
and i can now give it to you, the last three volumes of six, anyway, and arthur wesley dow's teaching manuals, and copies of '
the studio ,' and dorothy lathrop books, and every gift a library might bestow.
libraries tumbled? no; just transferred, maybe, from paper to bolts of light, a comet smudge across a winter sky.
start
here.